Giovanni-s Room

Giovanni-s Room

作者:James Baldwin

出版社:Penguin Books

出版年:2007

评分:8.7

ISBN:9780141032948

所属分类:行业好书

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ForIam—orIwas—oneofthosepeoplewhopridethemselvesontheirwillpower,ontheirabilitytomakeadecisionandcarryitthrough.Thisvirtue,likemostvirtues,isambiguityitself.Peoplewhobelievethattheytheyarestrong-willedandthemastersoftheirdestinycanonlybelievethisbybecomingspecialistsinself-deception.Theirdecisionsarenotreallydecisionsatall—arealdecisionmakesonehumble,oneknowsthatitisatthemercyofmorethingsthancanbenamed—butelaboratesystemsofevasion,ofillusion,designedtomakethemselvesandtheworldappeartobewhattheyandtheworldarenot.Thisiscertainlywhatmydecision,madesolongagoinJoey'sbed,cameto.Ihaddecidedtoallownoroomintheuniverseforsomethingwhichshamedandfrightenedme...

——引自第18页


IhavethoughtaboutJacques'questionsince.Thequestionisbanalbutoneoftherealtroubleswithlivingisthatlivingissobanal.Everyone,afterall,goesthesamedarkroad—andtheroadhadatrickofbeingmostdark,mosttreacherous,whenitseemsmostbright—andit'struethatnobodystaysinthegardenofEden.Jacques'gardenwasnotthesameasGiovanni's,ofcourse...PerhapseverybodyhasagardenofEden,Idon'tknow;buttheyhavescarcelyseentheirgardenbeforetheyseetheflamingsword.Then,perhaps,lifeonlyoffersthechoiceofrememberingthegardenorforgettingit.Either,or:ittakesstrengthtoremember,ittakesanotherkindofstrengthtoforget,ittakesaherotodoboth.Peoplewhoremembercourtmadnessthroughpain,thepainoftheperpetually...

——引自第22页

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